Ada apa dgn hidup gwehhh..?

it's Oct 5, tmrw is gonna be my b'day...is it true I'm becoming 32 y.o?coz wat I've done 2 my life has never meet my satisfaction...I'm ok wid my career, Ok wid my income, fine wid friends, but I've never done anythin' wid my parents..
I feel so sad in this becoming b'day..I only being selfish, not even care wid them, even they are doing d best for me..

Hmmmh.....ga bgt....gimana gw mo present orang yang akan bertanggung jawab dengan gw ke ortu, kalo dia sendiri ga pernah care dengan gweh..ada aja masalah yg dibuat, if I didnt handle wid care, smua pasti buyar...

Baru2 ini dia bikin masalah lagi, gw ga tau siapa yg salah disini, apakah Tuhan menunjukkan kepada hamba-Nya, bahwa dia memang tidak baik untuk gw...tp knp gw slalu bertahan di hub yg ga ada masa depannya...

Tuhan ada apa dgn hidupku, almighty God I know in your hands, evrythin is possible to be created, but please send your bless to this painful heart, for rolling my life to better ways.....